Helena Pasternak
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"Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark." - Rabindranath Tagore -
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"A craven can be as brave as any man, when there is nothing to fear. And we all do our duty, when there is no cost to it. How easy it seems then, to walk the path of honor. Yet soon or late in every man's life comes a day when it is not easy, a day when he must choose." (Maester Aemon - Game of Thrones)
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Helena grew up in the quiet confines of the family’s estate in Ethos. She was surrounded with the mysteries of the Faith and it is no surprise that she followed the path set forward by her family, as all members of the Soranus family do. She was always a neat and tidy girl, needing everything to be just so, though at such a young age there were few things she had real control over. Aside from her room and herself, she had to abide by the decisions of others. It was an early practice in patience to be sure.
She had always known that she would be a Healer, it was simply something that was within her, something she had to do. When she was of age she attended the Healer’s College on Draught and while her studies began in the arts of healing the body, matters of faith began to intercede and her studies drifted from the physical and to the mental and emotional. This would delay her studies for some time in traditional healing, but it was a path she felt she needed to follow for a time.
Her mother’s death was hard on her and she could only take comfort in the knowledge that her mother now rested in the arms of Providence and she now knew the complete love and light the Goddess provides. She was not as close with her father, but she felt great sorrow in his loss as well and suddenly she was not the daughter of Baron Ethos, but his sister, as Athar assumed their father’s place. When Athar announced that he was going to establish himself on Gateway Helena followed him.
While there are a great deal of things that happen to Helena things that she does, all of them cannot be documented here. Below are records of major events in the life of Helena Soranus.
| Events of 504-512
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| Events of 504
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Arrival on Gateway – June 504
It might have seemed odd, the sudden appearance of so many Purists on Gateway, a faith that has seen itself mostly contained to Ethos. Not only did the Soranus siblings arrive, but cousins did as well, all naming themselves Purists, though of varying degrees. Helena was overwhelmed by the city and it took her a great deal of time to adjust from a life of near-solitude to one where she need be social. It was a difficult process to the middle sister for she was never as outgoing as her elder siblings.
The Necromancy Council – November 504
It came as a great surprise to this wallflower sister when she was asked to sit on the Empress’s council to discuss and debate the laws to be established on necromancy. Athar had loudly spoken out against the practice and it was known that the entire family was against it, yet the Empress chose a Purist to sit among the others. Not just a Purist, but Helena, who was more shocked than anyone that she was asked. But for all that Athar spoke against necromancy, it might seem odd that Helena never once demanded that the council keep the practice outlawed. She did not speak much to others about what went on within that council, save for what confidences she held with her brother and sister.
A Winter’s Kidnapping - Late December 504
An unexpected invitation from the Empress (or so the message said) turned into an unwelcome adventure across the waters and to the harsh wintery landscape of Guardian. Along with Lord Phoenix Forester, Helena was kidnapped from the city. They were taken by boat to some rugged and forgotten shore of Guardian and it is said that the pair of them eventually made their way to Gwencalon, where they were met by grateful family members. As with most things she has not spoken much on the event, save with her family and closest friends. The kidnappers were hunted, but the men responsible have never been found.
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| Events of 505
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Pilgrimage to Ethos – May 505
After nearly a year on Gateway Helena decided that she needed to return home and spend some time at the Temple in Ethos and in the company of Providence’s priests and priestesses. She was away for a few weeks, all contact cut off as she focused on her faith and herself. What manner of exploration she involved herself in is still unknown, even to her family, but it is said that she returned changed. There was, of course, the signs of fasting for the lady looked pale and thinner. But there were other changes as well, most importantly the fact that the lady had warmed a little. While she will never be like her elder sister, some of her chill was left back on Ethos and she’s become more agreeable to being around others.
A Command to Heal – June 505
Helena was summoned to the infirmary to find the Keeper there with Miss Vaia Wendt, who had suffered an attack by the First Knight, killing the unborn child in her womb. The Keeper entrusted the care of Miss Wendt to Helena and the Soranus family, for the woman required more healing than the infirmary could provide. Miss Wendt was provided a very comfortable room, but she was also kept under close watch at all times. There were concerns for Miss Wendt’s safety and an incident over the gift of honey made that concern quite clear. Eventually visitors were allowed and later still Miss Wendt was permitted trips outside of the suite. However, as various troubles befell the Soranus family, including the sickness that kept Helena quarantined, Miss Wendt was moved from their care and became the ward of Princess Eleanor.
Betrothal – December 505
After a rather lengthy period of consideration and debate, the betrothal of Lady Helena to Lord Phoenix Forester was announced. One might wonder what the Foresters want with Purists or, for that matter, what the Soranus want with the notorious Fielders, but an agreement was reached. It is clear though that the betrothal is strictly political. The betrothed are rarely seen in each other’s company and there looks to be no affection between then at all. The time for the wedding came and went without any announcements made but it seems the betrothal was canceled. Relations between the two families remains strong though, seen especially in the fact that Lady Helena has been living with the Duke and Duchess of Green Fields.
Sleeping Sickness – December 505
It was an innocent greeting to welcome her cousin, Tiege home, but that brief contact would be enough to leave Helena ill, though she would not know the cause of the sickness for some time to come. While Tiege fell into a coma-like state Helena, and others who had come into contact with him, started feeling excessively tired. There was concern that a mere touch would leave others sick as well and eventually Helena was quarantined in one of the university labs with Addison Brandivere, Daeva Tremere, Baroness Destine, and Mathis Cardiff until a cure of some kind could be found. A small stone in Miss Brandivere’s possession turned out to be the last component needed by master alchemist Coleridge Eisenhart, but it proved to be only enough to cure one person. The baroness was offered it first and then Helena when the baroness refused. Helena likewise refused, not feeling it right that she be the one to be saved while others suffered, including her cousin who was the worst off. In the end the potion was given to Tiege and in his recovery the others recovered as well.
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| Events of 506
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Beyond the Barrier – January 506
Not long after Athar’s horrific injuries kept him locked away and in some kind of magical stasis, Helena left Gateway and traveled beyond the barrier with Ravelle, Tiege, Joshua and Leon. It was her first trip outside of the Five Isles and were it not for the somber reason for the trip she might have been more excited for it. The journey kept them from home for weeks and Helena speaks little to nothing about where they went or what occurred there. While Helena has always been the cautious sort, those that know her well would note that she became even more so upon her return. The only joy she might speak of regarding the trip is in Athar’s return to his former self, for that was the reason for the trip. Anything else tends to be avoided or ignored.
Bandits in the Woods – March 506
A casual family picnic on the edge of the woods turned into disaster when bandits descended on the party. Baroness Crucible arranged a small picnic for members of the family, whoever could attend. Ravelle, Leon, and Helena joined in the gathering and it seemed to be a lovely afternoon, giving them time to catch up with each other. But some noises in the woods led to a group of men descending on the nobles and their guards, though only one man actually showed himself. There was the usual request for their money and valuables and just when it seemed that the bandits would retreat, having gotten what they came for, bolts flew and the three women were left dangerously injured. Ysora suffered a wound to the leg, Ravelle one to her arm and Helena took a bolt to her side. A lengthy stay in the infirmary was followed by a longer recovery at home.
A Healer to Mists – June 506
The Purists’s dislike for necromancy is well-known, so it might have come as a surprise that Helena traveled to Mists with Master Lucian Acinthas shortly after the Breath of Imperius, which had disappeared, returned to the isle. A call had gone out for healers and of course the lady answered the call. But why she traveled with Master Acinthas seems to still be a bit of a mystery. It is said they traveled to remote villages to help those who had not seen any aide. After a rather disastrous run-in with some distrustful villagers they ended up at Starling Keep, offered care and hospitality by Angiel Winter, Lady Regent of Arden Vale, which included transportation back to Polaris Port.
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| Events of 507
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A Winter Festival - January 507
In November 506 the Soranus sisters were asked to host a Winter Festival, a request given to Baron Ethos by the Keeper. The festival was a week-long event which began with a lavish New Year's Ball held in a magnificent ice palace crafted by Princess Kali of Khelek. Events throughout the week included a game of Flags and Fortresses, a city-wide scavenger hunt, a snow sculpture contest, a relay swim in the ocean, and a play-acting game at the Isle of Ale. Charity events abounded during the festival as well and as always, the citizens of the Five Isles proved themselves to be quite generous.
Exiled - January 507
At the last event of the Winter Festival a barrel of soured wine was opened, causing Lady Karyleine and two attendants to pass out. After assuring the crowd that all would be seen to, Helena headed into the tent to see to her sister, who was being seen to by Baroness Emerald Hollow. A short time later, Helena left with her cousin, Tiege Soranus, and two seemed to have disappeared that night. The next day Athar, Karyleine, Leon, and Linette went missing as well as the religious and political tensions in Ethos and in the Purist faith began. Linette was released on Tyr and returned home, while the location of the rest of the Purists was unknown. Six weeks later, in early March 507, Athar, Helena, Karyleine, and Leon arrived at Sentinel Spire, brought home from Tyr by Willam and Marek Paggion, aboard the ship El Cazador. Castaways Gallery
An Imperial Appointment - June 507
In what was likely a surprise to some, Lady Helena put forth an application for the recently opened position of Imperial Chamberlain. The interview period included a great deal of work during the Spring Festival in Seal Cove, but she dove into it eagerly, intent on proving that she could do all that was asked of her. The Keeper offered her the position and while she is still new to the position but she is already strongly devoted to this new path in her life.
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| Events of 508
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A Sister Lost - January 508
The New Year had just passed when Helena was awoken early on the morning of January 4th with unbelievable news that her sister Ravelle was dead. She waited with others of her family in the infirmary until she was permitted to see her sister and witness the truth of it for herself. To learn that Ravelle took her own life with a drug well known to her (and all Dragons) called Honor's Chase was an unexpected blow, but Helena strives to keep herself together for the sake of her family.
Kidnapper to Leader of the Faith? - January 508
After the family attended the funeral for Ravelle in Ethos it was Lord Parsifal, her husband, that stood forward and took command of the Purist faith until such a time that Baron Ethos returns to his people. Some certainly grumble about how this man who once sought to ruin the Soranus family has risen so far in it and in the Faith, but Helena was seen standing at his side in support as he spoke to the faithful on the matter of the tightening of the Purist faction. Some in the temple the day before the Baronet's words whisper that the lady was seen weeping at the feet of the man known as Eremis and was eventually led away by him. What happened from the time she disappeared until the time she stood alongside Lord Parsifal is unknown but some certainly may wonder why she now stands beside her former kidnapper.
Spider Bite - July 508
It isn't unusual to see the Chamberlain out and about, fetching this or that for the Keeper of the Empress. It is what she does, after all. But most times she returns back to her office with the requested item in hand. So it should not seem at all unusual that on a warm day in late July the Chamberlain was seen exiting the bakery with a box, likely a requested treat for His Majesty. Nor would it be unusual that she decides to visit the beach for a few minutes before returning to the castle. No, the only thing unusual about that very ordinary day is that the Imperial Chamberlain never made it back to her office, nor is there any sign of Giles or Caleb, who had gone with her.
When she did turn up, it was in an inn in Smithfield with her sister Karyleine and Duke Draught. She as no idea how she got there. When she returned she seemed to have few answers for what happened, but those close to her might have noticed that she now wore a mark of a silvery spider on the inside of her left wrist. It never seemed to pain her and things went on as normal. It wasn't until an unusual attack that sent her and her sister to the infirmary that the spider mark disappeared from her skin.
An Imperial Mission - October 508
In the company of her cousins Joshua Dhaval and Innocentia Candide, Helena left Gateway in mid-October aboard an Imperial vessel, said to be headed out beyond the Barrier. Also joining them was Venator Marek Paggion and Sir Bryce Macavoy, one of the Imperial Knights. They would be far out to sea, well past the Barrier, when destruction hit Gateway. When they did finally return, Helena was all but carried off the ship. Whatever happened required her to use a crutch for a few weeks following. It is also said that the ship they traveled on returned to Guardian in rough condition, as if the winds had tried to rip it apart. Not surprisingly, Helena's first stop after returning home was to see Rourke.
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| Events of 509
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A Miracle in the Temple - April 509
Word spread quickly one evening in April that something magical happened at the Temple of Providence, so magical that some are calling it a miracle. A light so impossibly bright appeared before priests and the faithful at the base of the statue of Providence and when it faded, there was left behind a body. Not dead, but apparently sleeping. The robed figure was hurried into the private quarters of the temple and a short time later Baron Regent Parsifal and Lady Chamberlain Helena were seen hurrying into those same private quarters, remaining for quite some time. Over the next few days Helena would spend most of her time in the temple, but regretfully telling others the nature of the 'miracle' could not be discussed.
Providence's Blessing - September 509
Because, apparently, Helena has absolutely *nothing* else to do, she's put together this year's Providence's Blessing festival. The week-long festival celebrates all of Providence's blessings, including the rise of the first Keeper, who saved us from slavery. Each isle hosted its own day of events to show off the best of that isle and the festival ends with an inter-isle competition, all in fun of course. Helena participated in many events, but the most dramatic event proved to be the Mistian Duel where, in a duel against Charlotte Noir, a spell backfired on her, causing Helena to fall from the pedestal, hitting her head on the way down. Thankfully she was not badly hurt and was able to host the finale feast the next day.
The Passing of a Keeper - October 509
It was late in the evening when Helena was all but pulled from her rooms by a knight to escort her down the the Imperial Healer's office, only to find her Keeper dying, past the point of possibly being saved. In those agonizing moments she knew were coming, Helena said farewell to Rourke, was married to First Knight Mihovil Pasternak, and the two were named Regents of the Empire of Gateway, the last act of a dying Emperor. She kept vigil with the knights over his body that night, for as long as they would allow, and the next day saw the dawning of a new Empire, one without Rourke Caprios.
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| Events of 510
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A Mendicant Journey - March 510
Along with a number of her fellow Purists, Helena left for Draught to assist in the rebuilding of a ruined village west of Grace, Ethos. They would journey with and like as the Mendicant Brothers do; a order within the Purist faith where all worldly possessions are given up and one travels with only the clothing they wear and a copy of the Libris Sancti. They were there for only a day before an odd confrontation in the village had they all riding back to Ethos, led, it is said, by an elderly Purist priest.
Trip to Hennetag - June 510
For her fourth trip outside the barrier, Helena is invited by Adalbert and Caprice to join them in Nimmin for their wedding ceremonies there. No doubt there are to be some political connections made as well, she is a Regent of the Empire after all and the Chancellor of Hennetag just happens to be Adalbert's brother. She was gone for two weeks and by all accounts things went well. A good deal of time was spent with the Chancellor of Hennetag and his family, as well as touring around Nimmin and attending the various wedding ceremonies for the happy couple. She returned with a few more crates than she left with, including one that she insisted required extra-special care on its transport from the ship to the castle.
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| Events of 511
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Winter Festival Poisoning - January 511
At the end of the year's Winter Festival, Helena hosted the Ice and Fire Ball at the city's Grand Theater. The festivities, which included a murder mystery game, were cruelly interrupted when a real murder was found to have occurred during the game. The victim was Genevieve Fenway, an assistant to the Paisian Princess Melissande. In the months that followed the trail of three Draughtians was uncovered. Two of them were killed in the ambush to capture them, but one was brought to Gateway for trial.
Disturbance in the Tower - June 511
At first everything seems well, but slowly a few rumors start circulating and they focus on the Imperial Tower. Visitors are turned away, there's talk of knights stabbing other knights, supposedly Prince Jordan has returned, and Helena, who is a rather public Regent, had not been seen for a few days. Her absence at the temple has especially been noted. When she does finally emerge she speaks almost nothing, and when she does it is only in blessings. A rather emotional breakdown of the Regent is witnessed in the temple as she knelt before her cousin, Leon Maritus, and embraced him. Later that evening more rumors speak of a figure on fire, leaping from the Imperial Tower and disappearing mid-fall. Helena is not seen in public after that, not until early to mid July and both times in the company of an unfamiliar blond-haired warrior.
A New Appointment - August 511
After over two months of confinement, Helena's release comes with an Imperial Proclamation from the Crown Prince. Duke and Duchess Draught have been named Ambassadors to Tyr and Helena is relieved from her duties as Imperial Regent and is thus named Lady Protector of Draught in the absence of the ducal couple. At the end of the month, at the coronation of the young Prince Jordan, Helena is also named Lady Castellan of Gateway, overseeing the running and upkeep of the castle.
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| Events of 512
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Elixir Vitae Getaway - March 512
After three years of rebuilding and renovating, the Sinclair brothers of Elixir Vitae re-open Geyser Springs Resort, a hot springs establishment that caters to the well-to-do. They requested some assistance from the Lady Protector in throwing a Grand Re-Opening event, opening their doors to everyone, not just those with the necessary coin.
Attack in the Tower - May 512
On May 12th, Helena was rushed to the infirmary, bleeding from a stab wound to the left shoulder and another in her right thigh. Now, stabbings aren't uncommon in the city, but the Lady Protector was brought from Draught Tower, a place one would assume would be safe. There has been no official announcement made of what happened, but some in the infirmary claim that guard, when asked, claimed it was Tyreans. A few days after her surgery, the Lady Protector was moved back to Draught Tower and now 'enjoys' the company of an Imperial guard to watch over her.
Infection - June 512
In early June it comes out that there's a strange infection spreading rapidly and Helena is one of those that contracted it. Starting with a fever, the symptoms got odder and darker and Helena was seen doing things not in keeping with her usual self. There was the incident of wearing a rather shocking gown in the temple and then rumors of an attack on the beach by a furious Admiral over some man named Vassago, a fight that left Helena with bruises and puncture wounds on her neck, as well as having to have her shoulder re-stitched. Following her release from the infirmary, she began spending much of her time within the Hedge Maze. She was one of the first given the cure, or rather she offered to be one of the first, to serve as a guinea pig. Once she recovered enough from the cure she put herself to work in the Clinic, helping to deliver the cure to others, and all the unpleasantness that comes with such a task. In fact, she insisted on helping.
A Goal Finally Reached - September 512
At the end of August Helena traveled to Draught, but instead of a lengthy visit to Ethos, she headed to Healer's Hall in Amphorae to the College of Healing. After a quick tour of the place in her role as Lady Protector but soon took on the role of a Healer Apprentice and stood before a panel of judges to finally take her tests for Journeyman. Master Healer Jovana Yates acted as her accuser, it is said. Helena was known to have been working regularly in the infirmary when she had first arrived on Gateway with her family, but set it aside when she became Imperial Chamberlain. But now, finally apparently she felt it was time to finish what she had started many years ago and those that run in such circles would have heard that the Lady Protector can now add Journeyman Healer to her list of titles.
Another Journey Beyond the Barrier - October 512
At the end of October Helena heads out with her younger sister and three of her cousins on what looks to be a Purist excursion outside the barrier. Little information is given as to the destination, but the word is that they are going to be gone for at least a month. After a stop at Tyrendel it's said that the trip took them far south and on the way back there was a stop in the country of Alness, where they were able to participate in the Festival of the Trees. It's safe to assume that some shopping was done along the way.
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| Events of 513
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The Torch is Passed - January 513
A civil war looks to be brewing in Tyr and the effects of it are felt on Gateway. Lord Chancellor Aristide Llafarge leaves his position and once again the Empire is ruled by its own. But Helena is not automatically re-instated as Imperial Regent. Rather she, along with other members of the Imperial Council, give temporary leadership to Aaric Barca, Duke Guardian and Dux Bellorum of the Empire. For now is a time of war, as Prince Andrew Llafarge of Tyr ask asked for Gateway's help to put down that faction of Tyr that has been responsible for their occupation. It did not take much for Helena to agree that Aaric was far better suited to lead in such a time and stands in support of him.
Duty is Done - February 513
As conflict continues on Tyr and Gateway decides in what matter to assist King Andrew, Duchess Draught has returned from her position as an ambassador and resumes her duties as Duchess. Helena leaves behind her title of Lady Protector and moves out of Draught tower. She retains her position as Castellan, however, and continues to serve in the castle. Near the end of February she is named the new Lady Comptroller, the Mistress of the Purse for the Imperial Council.
A Husband's Return - March 513
It was assumed by many that Mihovil Pasternak was killed with the other knights when Tyr first invaded. No confirmation on this ever came from Helena, but then again people seemed to refrain from speaking on it with her. So, it was quite a surprise when Helena arrived at the party to celebrate the victory over Tyr on the arm of her husband. He looked much as anyone might remember him, save for the fact that his right arm was bound to his chest under his clothing. Reaction was mixed, certainly, but Helena was seen beaming with pride at his side. The Praetor of Gateway, her cousin Tiege Soranus, included Mihovil among those who were awarded special commendation for their service in Tyr, revealing that Mihovil had been serving as a protector of King Andrew Llafarge, to facilitate the relationship between Tyr and the Empire.
Back Where She Belongs - April 513
It's been three and a half years since Helena held the position of Imperial Chamberlain, but on April 9th, during an Imperial Council meeting, the position was returned to her. She is released from her duties as the Mistress of the Purse, but retains the duties of Castellan, for they become part of the Chamberlain's position. The meeting was not without controversy, however, as rumors circulated. The magical alarms went off and later Lord Card and the Guildmistress, Sage Coibran, were seen taken to the infirmary and healers were coming and going from the Pasternak suite. It later comes out that Card attacked Mihovil in the middle of the meeting. He was eventually punished for the assault by receiving ten lashes and being removed from the position of Lord Primus of the Venators.
A Mother At Last - June 513
Motherhood was always something Helena desired, but it eluded her for so long. She was surrounded by sisters and cousins all having children and while she was happy for them, she quietly lamented her lack of them. Even after marrying, years passed and no children came from the union. No, it wasn't until a year and half after the Tyrean occupation that Helena discovered, to her delight, that she was with child. Troublesome, though, since her husband was thought to be dead and she a devout Purist. Mihovil's eventual return certainly settled those concerns. Helena went into labor early, during a party for mothers given by her cousin, Ysora Kilgannon. Helena, Khalani and Sage all began suffering labor pains and on the 15th, all gave birth. Helena's son, Tikhon Rourke Fortitude Pastenak, entered the world just before dawn.
Another Trip Beyond the Barrier - November 513
Once again Helena heads out on a trip and like most of her trips, there isn't much information on what it entails, but her assistant, Frederick Marlowe, is left behind to cover the duties as Chamberlain. Some say she was seen getting on a military vessel with her sister and quite a few others. She's yet a new mother, her son only five months old. What could be so important to take her away from her child?
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Cursed Fate - March 514
At the end of March some rumors started to spread about odd goings on down at the docks, centered around a ship named Twist of Fate. Murmurs of the men going mad, things not working properly, even that the ship itself was cursed. What most people don't know is that it was the ship that took Helena and some others outside the barrier. Did the madness extend to them as well? Such matters were kept relatively quiet, so it's hard to say for sure.
A New Apprentice - April 514
A new face is seen around Helena's office and in her presence in public. The girl's name is Henrietta Wainwright and she came from the Light House orphanage. It is said that Helena first met the girl when Henrietta was only eight and Helena was Imperial Regent and was so taken by her that, four years later, she recalled the girl and decided to see her out as a potential apprentice. The girl now serves the Imperial Chamberlain in a number of tasks, both in the office and her Helena's household.
Moving Court - July 514
Sometime in late spring First Minister Tiege Soranus decided to move court to Seal Cove for the summer and Helena was put in charge of the details. The reasons as to why it was done were not disclosed and in early July, the Imperial Court was moved to the southern village of Seal Cove, filling the beach and surrounding lands with a large camp to accommodate all of those who accompanied the court's move. This move coincided with His Majesty's birthday, the first to be celebrated outside of Crossroads City and the castle's coliseum.
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- When all is said and done, Helena and Mihovil end up with three children. Tikhon Rourke Fortitude Pasternak came first, in June 513. He was followed by Mihaela Lyriana Temperance Pasternak (nicknamed Mira) in July 515 and then Gavril Christian Courage Pasternak in March 518.
- Helena is a bit of a neat-freak and likes things to be orderly whenever possible.
- When the Faith was in three Paths she, like many Soranus members, followed the Path of the Dragon. Even though her brother joined the three paths into one, there are some who believe she still considers herself a Dragon first and foremost.
- She has received training in weapons from her cousins, Grear Maritus and Linette Barca. She favors knives and has even been given instruction in the crossbow by her husband.
- She has traveled outside the Barrier six times. Once on a matter of grave family importance, once in exile, once on an Imperial mission, once to attend a wedding, once to a hidden destination, and once for yet unknown reasons.
- She has a fascination with dragons. Probably not surprising, given her family's sigil.
- She is ambidextrous, a skill she taught herself after becoming Imperial Chamberlain. She still practices it.
- She bears a striking resemblance to Lyriana Caprios, mother of the Champion. She once sat for a painting of the Dowager Empress, though would not name the artist.
- Helena has a Paisian bird named 'Soleil', a wedding gift from Melissande. It is also well known that she had a nightingale named Light that she had trained to come and fly on command. Word has it that the little nightingale died in early February 510.
- Even though she's a Purist she occasionally will have a glass of wine, but tends to keep away from anything stronger. The exception is her yearly tradition of having one mug of ale, at Harvest.
- She spends more time than most within the Hedge Maze in the castle's courtyard.
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Family by Choice, not Blood - Phineas follows Helena to Ethos after her betrothal is ended.
First Date - Ahhh, this is where it all begins, the amazing adventure of Mihovil and Helena. The brave knight comes calling, with knives.
A Token - Helena and Rourke talk shortly before she departs on her trip outside the Barrier.
The Death of Rourke Caprios - Helena is witness to the last moments of the Keeper's life, swearing vows to him as she is named Regent.
Give Me a Sign - The night after Rourke dies, Helena tries to come to terms with his death and seeks a sign from Providence that he's not lost.
Names and Titles - The new Imperial Regents are aided by the Imperial Herald in the matter of what title they will take and which name they shall share.
Possession - It's the night of the Double Eclipse and what appears to be an interesting bit of storytelling becomes something darker, leaving both Helena and March struggling with some unseen entities.
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| The Healer
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| Helena cannot remember a time when she didn’t want to be a healer. While her faith is a choice, she feels deeply that Providence gave her life in order to heal others. While many healers focus on the physical ailments Helena also seeks to heal the minds and souls of those in pain not caused by wounds to the body. When her family came to Gateway she began to work at the castle infirmary and was preparing to take her Journeyman tests when her path changed and she took the position of Imperial Chamberlain. She has long desired to join the ranks of the The Devoted Community of the Sacred Hand, a Purist order devoted to healing. However, with the changes in her life, it appears that is never to be, though she has no regrets. She did, however, finally reach one goal, obtaining the status of Journeyman in September 512.
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| The Purist
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| Faith has always played a part in Helena’s life, she was raised with it as a constant presence around her. She feels a deep and loving connection with Providence and seeks to instill that same comfort and understanding in others. Like many in her family she has chosen the path of the Dragon, facing temptation and corruption face on and coming out still pure on the other side. Granted, the last year or so has really given the lady a challenge and her faith has been tested more than once. She is devout in her faith and while she hopes all of Ikol will one day follow the Purist path, she is also a strong proponent of free will, for it is, in her opinion, the greatest gift Providence gives to each of us.
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| The Lady
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| She is a lady by the fortune of her birth and while she was raised to know how to speak and act in social settings it has taken her some time to actually become comfortable in the setting on Gateway. She is not as cold as she once was, but she is still rather reserved, the quiet one compared to Athar and Ravelle, more like her younger sister Karyleine in that regard. She is kind, but not especially outgoing and can often be lost in the shadows of her more vivacious family members.
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| The Philanthropist
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| Helena has been born into a life of privilege, blessed with a loving family and a noble birth. But she seeks to help others and does so regularly. Be it giving of her time to help others, hosting charity events, or in donating money or goods to those people and charities that need it, Helena is always ready to give of herself to help those less fortunate. Her help has not always been accepted as she might wish it and she’s been downright confused at times at the reactions, but she will continue to do what she can for others.
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| The Sister
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| Helena is extremely devoted to her family and there is nothing she would not do for her sisters and brothers. She looked to her brother Athar for his advice and wisdom in all matters, especially those of faith. Ravelle was the spark that inspired her and she has often looked to her elder sister when she felt uncertain. Karyleine is the most like Helena in temperament and there is a quiet understanding between them. Bastion is always in her heart even if he has not been in their lives for many years now. No matter where life leads them, Helena will always find comfort and support in the strength of her family, both immediate and extended.
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| The Temptress
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| Temptation has always fascinated Helena, how it operates, how it slips into the lives of otherwise good people and leads then astray. At one point she hoped to seek a cure for that weakness in people that led them to chose the wrong path. She often indulged in various activities that are considered tempting, though she kept herself within the limits of her Faith, which made for inadequate study. It was soon after her service on the necromancy council that she completely abandoned her work, claiming that her eyes were opened and that line of study was no longer pleasing to Providence. But while she no longer seeks a 'cure' she still finds temptation a fascinating subject.
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| The Warrior
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| Helena has begun walking a new path in her life, claiming that the growing list of odd events on Gateway requires that she learn how to defend herself. Providence has given her a ready mind and a strong body, she believes the Goddess wants her children to know how to fight back when necessary. Her cousin Grear has begun instruction in this area and she’s gotten offers and assistance from a few others to help her in her training since Grear returned to Gwencalon.
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| The Chamberlain
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| Helena spent two and a half years in service to His Majesty as the Imperial Chamberlain, a job she described as being both the most difficult she's ever held as well as one she loved dearly. It was a job she envisioned to be doing for as long as the Imperial Household found her useful. She learned the job quickly and soon made herself an invaluable asset to the Keeper. When she was made Imperial Regent, it fell to her to appoint someone new to her beloved position.
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| The Regent
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| Helena had expected to spend years serving the Keeper and even joked that perhaps one day she would serve as Jordan's chamberlain as well. So it was a complete shock to her when the Keeper, moments from death, declared that she and the First Knight would be named Regents of the Empire. She did not hesitate to accept, but not for desire of power, but because her Keeper asked it of her. No doubt some have concerns about a Purist serving as a regent, but Helena is focusing on the task given to her by Rourke Caprios, to protect the Empire until Prince Jordan comes of age. But things do not always go as one expects. Not even two years after Rourke's passing, Helena's husband went missing and her time as Imperial Regent came to an end. She went on to hold a different sort of regency, serving as Lady Protector of Draught while the Duke and Duchess served as ambassadors in Tyr. With the death of Duke Draught and the return of the Duchess in February 513, Helena's duty as a regent was over.
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| The Wife
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| Purist girls are raised knowing that they will likely one day be a wife and they are raised to be dutiful in the role. To say that her marriage to Mihovil Pasternak is a challenge is quite an understatement. She continues to struggle with this role she's been dropped into and the realization that she is not married to another Purist. She figured that her role as Imperial Regent would be hard, but it's nothing compared to learning how to be a wife to a former First Knight.
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| For Herself
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| Lost - Michael Buble
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The song she most needs to hear but won't admit to needing.
'Cause you are not alone I'm always there with you And we'll get lost together Until the light comes pouring through It's when you feel like you're done And the darkness has won Babe, you're not lost When your world's crashing down, And you can't bear the cross I said, babe, you're not lost
Lyrics --- Video
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| You Know My Name - Chris Cornell
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The voice of the little demon that sits on her shoulder and whispers to her to try and inspire doubt and fear.
Arm yourself because no one else here will save you The odds will betray you And I will replace you You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you It longs to kill you Are you willing to die? The coldest blood runs through my veins You know my name
Lyrics --- Video
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| Hands - Jewel
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Another song for faith and her place in it.
I won't be made useless I won't be idle with despair I will gather myself around my faith For light does the darkness most fear
Lyrics --- Video
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| I Wish I Was The Moon - Neko Case
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We all have free will to make the choices in our lives, but there is a price to pay for each choice we make.
God blessed me, I'm a free man With no place free to go Paralyzed and collared tight No pills for what I fear This is crazy I wish I was the moon tonight
Lyrics --- Video
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| Meltdown - Carbon Leaf
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A song so very perfect for a younger Helena, but still one to remember, especially in times where the temptation to put up old walls is strong.
Thaw me out and warm my heart before I get consumed By the angry bits of broken dreams in my self-inflicted wounds
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Should I base my decisions on the feelings that I feel Or base my feelings on decisions and pretend the feeling's real?
Lyrics --- Video
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| For Faith
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| Fight the Good Fight - Triumph
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It may be a difficult life, but Helena believes that she is fighting for the Light, even in the smallest actions. There may be no cheering crowds, but she knows that in the end her work will be worth all the sacrifice.
The days grow shorter and the nights are getting long Feels like we're running out of time Every day it seems much harder tellin' right from wrong You got to read between the lines Don't get discouraged, don't be afraid, we can Make it through another day Make it worth the price we pay
Lyrics --- Video
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| Invincible - Pat Benatar
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A song for her family and all who work against the darkness. Creatures of the Abyss might be fearsome and dangerous, but so are we, and we have the Light on our side.
We can't afford to be innocent Stand up and face the enemy. It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible. And with the power of conviction there is no sacrifice. It's a do or die situation - we will be invincible.
Lyrics --- Video
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| Into the Fire - Sarah McLachlan
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While the divisions within Purism have been removed and she is no longer labeled as a Dragon, this song still remains as a more personal song of Helena's place among the faithful.
And into the fire I'm reunited Into the fire I am the spark Into the fire I yearn for comfort
Lyrics --- Video
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| No Surrender - Bruce Springsteen
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No matter how difficult the Path might be, Helena relies on her family and won't back down.
We made a promise we swore we'd always remember No retreat, believe me, no surrender Blood brothers in the stormy night with a vow to defend No retreat, believe me, no surrender
Lyrics --- Video
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| God's Gonna Cut You Down - Johnny Cash
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We will see darkness brought down and Providence will guide us. Agents of the Abyss may use trickery and deception, but it can't hold forever, the truth will out.
Well you may throw your rock and hide your hand Workin' in the dark against your fellow man But as sure as God made black and white What's down in the dark will be brought to the light
Lyrics --- Video
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| Secure Yourself - Indigo Girls
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Another song for Helena's beliefs in Providence and the strength she continues to find in herself.
Secure yourself to heaven Hold on tight, the night has come Fasten up your earthly burdens You have just begun
Lyrics --- Video
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| Shines Right Through Me - Great Big Sea
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A song to reflect Helena's pure joy in Providence (if you consider the 'you' in the song to be Providence).
Break me out of emptiness, Lead me to your light Anything worth having is worth some sacrifice Laid too long in lonliness, This world was made to change Half an hour of sunshine is worth a week of rain
Lyrics --- Video
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| For People and Places
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| I Walk Beside You - Dream Theater
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Helena's song for Mihovil. Because we're in this together.
Summon up your ghosts for me Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands Step inside this sacred place When all your dreams seem broken
Resonate inside this temple Let me be the one who understands Be the one to carry you When you can walk no further
I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes
No matter how far
Lyrics --- Video
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| Don't Go - Matthew Sweet
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For Rourke, as he lay dying
There is so much I have left to say, Oh don't go Don't bring my nightmare to the day There is so much I have left to say Oh don't go There is so much I have left to say Come back
Lyrics --- Song
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| Lullaby - Dixie Chicks
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For Tikhon.
How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough, is forever enough How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up
Lyrics --- Video
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| Dangerous Mind - Within Temptation
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For my very favorite stalker.
I'm searching for answers Not questioned before. The curse of awareness, There's no peace of mind. As your true colors show A dangerous sign.
Lyrics --- Video
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| Gravity - Sara Bareilles
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Because it's always so damn complicated. For those times when it's harder than usual.
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me.
Lyrics --- Video
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| Darkness - Blackmore's Night
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A song for the hedge maze in the castle. It's beautiful, mysterious, and spooky. One cannot deny the demonic imagery found within, so why is a Purist so drawn to it?
Neither myth nor fairy tale Could keep me from the path to the maze But eyes upon me I could feel Hidden in the shadows watching always
Something in the darkness pulled me deeper Something in the madness eased my mind Was I awake or was I dreaming Cut the strings that bind me to mankind
Lyrics --- Video
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| I Know the Reason - Carbon Leaf
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This could have once been for her. Now it's for someone else.
Are you afraid to love? You afraid to smile? From the inside out, to the open wide? I know the feeling. You're way too proud And will they find you out if you laugh out loud?
Lyrics --- Video
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| I Can't Decide - Scissor Sisters
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There's two ways Helena envisions herself dying, this song works for either of those two possibilities.
One NSFW word in the lyrics
I'm not a gangster tonight Don't want to be a bad guy I'm just a loner baby And now you're gotten in my way
I can't decide Whether you should live or die Oh, you'll probably go to heaven Please don't hang your head and cry
Lyrics --- Video
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| For Events and the Empire
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| Brothers in Arms - Dire Straits
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To all the people of the Empire, may we always stand together.
Through these fields of destruction Baptisms of fire I've witnessed your suffering As the battles raged higher And though they hurt me so bad In the fear and alarm You did not desert me My brothers in arms
Lyrics --- Video
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| This is Why We Fight - The Decemberists
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A song for the fight to retain our freedom from slavery, to protect the Empire.
And when we die We will die With our arms unbound And this is why This is why we fight
Lyrics --- Video
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| Now Comes the Night - Rob Thomas
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A song for current events, a promise made to the Empire.
When the fog has finally lifted From my cold and tired brow No I will not leave you crying And I will not let you down No I will not let you down I will not let you down
Lyrics --- Video
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| Uprising - Muse
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Another song for the fight to retain our freedom from slavery, to protect the Empire.
They will not force us They will stop degrading us They will not control us We will be victorious So come on
Lyrics --- Video
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